"I always wanted to try for you..I'd have done anything and more. But now you're so far out of reach. I've tried to hold on..but I just can't anymore. I'm tired of trying for something that never get any better. I'm tired of the pain. So from now on we'll live our lives apart from each other, and we'll pretend we don't remember everything we've shared. But I would've done anything for you..and I still would." - Allison
"I feel like I am holding you back. Like you're missing out on something else by hanging on with me. And I don't want you to miss anything." - Allison
"But now, these days.. I just can't say as much as I want to to your face. I've become scared to death of what you'll say back." - Allison
"I wish I didn't think about you as often as I do. Because now you're just my past, I don't love you anymore. And yet you still feel like my other half.. and when I think about that it hurts.. because that half is my heart. You don't have it all anymore..I've giving it away again. But you do have a small piece..and I guess I just wish I was okay with that. After all, you were my best friend. But I'm not..I'm not okay with that and I don't think I ever will be." - Allison
"It's really weird what things bring back memories..things that give me a knot in my stomach. So I avoid these as much as possible, because although the memories meant a lot in the past..they hurt now. Maybe that's because we aren't anything to each other anymore. But I can't say that I don't wish we were." - Allison
"I saw you tonight..it was so different. I tried to say I'm sorry but I was interrupted. You touched me like I should stay, but I kept walking. My apology wouldn't change anything anyway. I'm not even sure I did anything wrong..I just thought that it could fix everything. But we're not little kids anymore..sometimes words don't make everything better, and relationships aren't always okay again." - Allison
"I just believe that maybe he isn't the lifelong best friend that I once thought he was. If what we had was as strong as we say it was, he wouldn't have been able to take back the things he said. But maybe that's just it.. maybe he really didn't mean what he said, maybe it wasn't what I thought it was. But I don't think I'll ever know, and that's what hurts the most." - Allison
"This ending meant next to nothing to him, but I'm not surprised. I just wish he cared a little..but he stopped caring a long time ago." - Allison
